Ok so i pretty much just got this new lap top
and im pretty sure there is something wrong with it because
when i press certain buttons like the letter "i" or "r" or something
it will add characters on! like whn i press "i" it gives me i=
and when i press r it gives me r# .. its really weird!!...
is it a virus or something????

Well the guy that I liked is officially out

of my life forever.. He was such a player

and I am just realizing this now...

He told me that he liked me a lot...

but yet he texted me yesterday morning saying

that him and this new girl were dating now.

That was on my way to school yesterday...

I was so heart broken that I got played like

a fool like that ...

I am on the verge of breaking down here..

I ran into him after school today and he tried to

give me a hug and ask me why I wasn't answering

any of his texts... I just pushed him off and ran to my house...

It wouldn't  be as hard to forget about him if

he didn't live right across the street from me...

literally...

What do you do when the guy that you like is literally so close to you that you could walk across the street and jump into his arms? What do you do when he knows that you like him and he has told you sveral times that he is interested too but also likes another girl? what do you do when he kisses you at a party? what do you do when you see him hang out with that other girl across the street and he asks you to come over to? what do you do when you feel like breaking down and crying because you want to be with him? Someone please help me because I am going to break down soon...

Ok i know that living in Canada invvolves snow like 24/7 but im sick of it...

everytime that it all melts away, it always snow like a foot again!..

Once again the snow is all gone but im not getting

my hopes up cause honestly its probably gonna snow again..

One of the reasons that you should never go to a party by yourself is because bad things can happen. If there is anything that i have learned in the past couple of days, it is that you shouldn't ever go to a party by yourself, especially if you intend to be drinking. Unfortunately, I learned this the hard way.

What I am about to post is very hard to do but I feel like it needs to get out so that hopefully I can stop this from happening to anyone else. 

It seemed like it was going to be a fairly boring Saturday, everyone either had plans or wasn't allowed out of the house. I was on the verge of breaking down from boredom when my phone rang. It was my friend from across the street, who thought that I should come over and hang out with them for the night. Me being my loose self, didn't see any harm in it at all and decided that it would be a good idea if I got out of the house. It was a nice get together, everyones parents from our block were having a couple drinks and all of us were downstairs. Playing rockband was what we ended up doing for a while until the adults all moved their party to the house next door. It was about 1:00 am when things started to seem a little uncomfortable because everyone had consumed a couple drinks and we weren't all in our right minds. I started to notice this when a guy that I had never met in my life before had started calling me "babe" and "sweetie". When the only person I really knew at the party went outside with everybody to have a smoke I stayed behind... when I stayed behind I expected to be the only person left in the basement. Unfortunately, that wasn't the case. Instead, the guy that I informed you of earlier, decided to stay with me. It was really awkward conversation at first, but then it just went quiet. I went to the computer room to go check my facebook and nexopia pages but my eye's got covered when sat down. I turned around and suddenly there were someones lips on mine that I was not expecting at all. He pulled me to this back room, and forgive me, I can't give a better description because I don't remember much after that. All I know is that I lost my virginity that night, and I was not proud of it at all. I guess that the whole point of this blog is to remind any girl or guy that goes to parties by themselves, be careful, because no matter how much your parents tell you about these "creeps" that prey on kids at parties and you don't believe them...it's true, and it is hard to have to live with something like that and not want to cry or tell anyone. I am telling you now that if you are going to go to parties, be careful or there is that small chance that you will have to pay a price if you aren't cautious.

---cheerleader101

xoxo.